Tuseday was another long day at work. But I've been finding out more news about paths I can take with nursing, and I only have a couple things left before I can apply to the school. So I'm getting really excited. There IS a light at the end of the tunnel!!
I'm not gonna lie, when I first saw today's workout in the google doc, I was dreading every minute of it. 30 HSPU in a wod...it's like my worst nightmare lately....
Strength: Back squat 5(60%)-5(65%)-5(70%)-5(75%)
115-125-135-145
It's de-load week, prepping for next week! Just like yesterday with the OHS there would be a couple reps where I would just lose the tightness in my core and the rep would be hard fought. as long as I keep everything tight, I'm good to go. The one thing I want to get un-tight are my hips. Hoping this doesn't hurt me next week. Lots of leg mobility this week!
WOD:
800m run
10 HSPU
400m run
10HSPU
200m run
10HSPU
*used a 25# plate and ab mat
15:05
GAH! Right before we started the wod, I told Chris I was aiming for 5 HSPU a round. If I was able to do that, I would be very happy. Came in from the first run around 4:15, definitely not an all out sprint, but good enough. I was pretty much delaying the HSPU! Got to the wall and busted out 2 kipping HSPU. I was like hmm, ok, this might go better than expected. Then it was 2 more then 1's the rest of the way. Once I got to 5, and I felt pretty good about them, I decided I was going for 10 every round. There was no looking back after getting the 10 in the first round.
I knew they would be hard fought in the later rounds. But I wasn't going to give up. I wasn't going to let that negativity and hatred for HSPU seep into my head. I've been making strong improvements in the last few weeks, so I wouldn't let this bring me down if I struggled with it.
However, to my surprise, I only had like 3 or 4 failed attempts during the entire workout. Where I went to kip up, but just couldn't get up more than an inch. The last few workouts with HSPU have been absolute torture. But I removed those from my mind and just focused on the task at hand and stayed positive. The mental game is like 90% of the battle. You think you can't do it, well shit, you aren't going to do it. You tell yourself you're going to do it and you're sure as shit going to do it!
When I was done with the wod, I stayed to cheer on Kelly and Alex. We all struggle with HSPU's, well some of us, so every support you can get, dramatically helps! So as much as I hate HSPU, I'm glad they've been coming up more often in workouts! After the wod, I decided to try regionals standards...HOLY CRAP is it a huge difference. It doesn't look like a major difference, but geez. One day I will get there! :)
I'm hoping how great I've been feeling in the gym and the improvements I've been seeing there lately, transfer over to some weight loss. That's been a struggle for sure, but I know all the added stress in my life doesn't help. The gym keeps me going and fighting through all the 'suck' in life, so I'm especially thankful for that.
Praying for some good news or plan of attack today...
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